It's been a week i haven't been blogging.
Many things happened in my life.
The bads( A LOT) and the goods ones
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My CT1 results are not expected as i wanted to be.
I flunked my chem, hist and english.
No more point crying over spilt milk.
I must really mug hard for the next test.
Still, deep inside in my heart, i feel very hurt.
Many ppl got higher marks than me.
It's very dissapointing.
Jealousy always come to the end.
)))=
WHY WHY WHY?
Could those unlucky days shattered away from my life RIGHT NOW?!
please...
im very despo now.

HAIYAA! damn blogger, need to rewrite againnn, *hikz* Just now i've already written so manyy thinggss alreadyy lor! sianzzzzz )):

Yesterday went to BMW art cars @ around raffles there during art periods. It's v.fun and enjoyableee timess, okkay?! HAHAHS. The quardaple J's family ( me, Jennifer, Jessica, the other 'Jessica' lols) were the noisiest ppl in da bus. HAHAHS. During our journey, we kept on talking a lott of things, laughing like mad ppl ( esp. me) Aft we saw the v.artistic and cool bmw carss thingy, Mr.Tock brought us to eat MCDONALDSS~! The mcd there is also coolxzz ok, The design was like in e western(mexico) place?! haahas. 4 of us ordered two sets of hotcakes meal. *yummyy* feel like i wanna eat it again. =x

've gotten back my A.MATHs test paper.haizzz, a bit dissapointed ler =\there's dis damn confusion qn (no: 6) tt makes me feel like wanna puke it >'<,,, 5 marks gone to the skyy * wink * HAHAHS ;p Hmm, at least i still could get an A for e test. Buttt then, there's so many ppl got an A's ler, ESPECIALLY ALL THOSE CAME FROM CHINA! zomggg, ALSO, Jessica(nenek) almost got a FULL MARKS for e test lor! She just forgotten to write the equations equal to zero then got minus 1 mark. Mine too. Worst than her. Minus 3 ! *hikz* ANIWEII,
i still feel satisfied to myself. hehees.
Next test shall practice more sumsss and keep on reminding to myself tt i musnt' be so careless!(((:

Skipped CLB lesson due to my stomachcram. *fiuhh, 've gotten my period liao ^^V*

Shall mugging soon for CT1,
i need to strive for Asss~~!!

i wannnttt my F-R-E-E-D-O-M so desperately!
)))=

Will update soon e pics on the trips. later.

So today i went for tuition @ 1.30. I think hor, i feel very sensitive nowadays. Probably because i haven't gotten my period. ):
Feel that (Mrs.Tan my tuition teacher) kept talking bad about me, how i am so weak in english and all the other stuffs. >"<
Ok, i admit it as last year my end of year english result was only got a mere C5. =\
But, hey, i think nowadays i keep reading english books MUCH MORE than last year lor. I even practices more compre and compo. Even today i bought a strait times. lols.
My target is at least i need to get a B3-B4 for this year.

*Studyyy harddd JESS~! READ MORE BOOKS AND SPEAK MORE ENGLISH @ SCH!*
LOLs. =x

Aft tuition, headed to TM , accompanying my dear friend, SILVIE (: , to buy track pants and dark t-shirt. She's having her SEC 3 adventure CAMP from dis MON till WED le..
I also want having camp ASAP! I miss NACLI camp seah, ,i wanna go again if i hv an opportunity to go there once again~!
MISS those times, my roomates,, OUR HUNGRY MENTAL HOSPITAL ROOM. haahahas.
XP
Then after finally found what she needed, we went for neoprint! *yippie!* ahahahass. It's been so long i never take neoprints le. &&& also, we hold our lovely snackss when we took it.
I ACCIDENTALLY SAW DBSK SNACKS @ CHEERS ! ZOMGGG, SO SHIOK MAN~. Silvie bought 2 with yunho covers on it, and me,my junsu oppa~! *grins* :D
*JUNSUUU saranghaeyoo~! XP

've not been blogging for a few days due to the busy sch stuffs, homeworks and more maths sumss to practice~~~''

CURRENT LIFE @ SCH:
*Physics w Mr.Shah 'the SUPERMAN'. LOLs. =D it's GREAT & FUN! He's a humouous teacher lur, I love his class, man (:
He has brightened our days with full of laughters. LMAO! I still remembered what he had said to us a few days ago about teletubbies thingy. HAHAHAHAs :D & the news from iraq tt he'd shown us. &&& the freakin* advertisements too! XD
*Chem w Mdm.Ho is a bit boring. Nevertheless, i like it when we do some practicals.
I got an A++ for my crystalisation (:
*E.math w Ms.Goh. hmm, let me think, well, i could say she's a v.dicipline teacher & a v.strict teacher. Still, she's a nice teacher. (MUCHH MUCHHH,,VERY VERY MUCH BETTER THAN THE MUSHROOM HEAD, OKAY !!! -.-") I think Ms.Goh really matches well w Mr.STeo. HAHAHAs =x
*A.math w Mr.Goh is sooo goooddd ok! I think he's a very patience teacher, and he's veryy lameee.. and not to forget HIS FUNNY ACTIONS~! , lols. haahas, & i think his face a bit look like Mr.Bean. LOL haahahahs XD
*English w e same old-dear-teacher, STEO, my-dear-lovely-form-teacher-too. -.-" I don't know how i would spent my days for these 2 years w him. =\ ( TOTAL= 3 years till i graduate )
*History w Mr.Fathul. hmm, Well, i think he's a nice teacher lur. BUT, i dun really like the way he teaches us historyyy,, it's boring and i can't get any interesting parts of it. His voice a bit soft too. I think everytime i go into his class, i would be v.sleepy, I would try as much as i can to be attentive in his class. =\
I wanntt Mrs GHua for hist pleasee.. I think she would teach me better in dis subjectt,,,, EVEN better than STEO!
*SS w Mr.Yong. I think he's a understanding teacher. He's a nice teacherr too though he act kinda feminine~ (sisi) =x
&&amp;amp;& lastt, ART w MR.TOCK [: He's also a very nicee teacherr [: I heard tt he's very good teaching art and we could easily get an A. At least, he's much better than Mrs.Vytalingam. =x


Haizz. How time Fliess...
COMMON TEST is just around the corner. =\

GOGOGO JESSLYN ! JIA YOU! YAU NU LI DU SHU!
Hope i can do well this year and get flying colours.
Dammnnn, i really2 want my freedom lur.. )=
I need to strive for As, to prove THEM, im not that kinda girl,,

*mugging hard+ prayy hardd*

TODAY i finally got my 1st A.MATH test ,, FIRST TEST, AND i really dissapointed w myself. )'= *hikz *
got 1 question that made me so puzzled + confused. ))):
i'd already tried so many times to find the answer. Still, i couldn't find it. *sigh*
it's a 5 marks qn ler. )=
feel so sad aft i finally passed up the paper because i left this question with a blank a.k.a no ans )=
Plz, at least give me an A for the test, can? *prayy hard* >'<

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! (((=

FINALLY I REACH THIS AGE.. TOTALLY A FULL GROWN UP TEEN! LOLS. =P


Today, unexpectedly, i could wake up @ 5.35.. It's damn early man ( for my own opinion coz i ussualy wake up around 6+++ and still yawning even when im in the shower *bleah* >.<" ),,
I dunno why, i couldn't go back and sleep, and i feel so energetic+hyper today. (=
Probably because today is my great day ahead, hehehe, i could feel the sense of joy and happiness inside my heart coz FINALLY IM FIFTEEN ! yayyyyy~ *grins* wkwkwkwkwakaka

&&& i got a bday present from jennifer, anika, finella, nenek ( these 4 girls shared to give me a set of lotions from marks&spencer) and xinyi( thx 4 ur gift~ the tiny cutiee bear! it's so cutee~~ heehehes), helen( thx for the bday mug! well, i know tt u bought this from minitoons rite? ;p ) and lasttt a HONGBAO from my grandma,
Well, my relationship with her is now ok-ok liao. NO more quarrel or fighting.

Aft school, i went to celebrate my bday w my indo schmates @ tampines, pizza hut. Then we headed to take neoprints! (((:
It's been a long time since i took neos ler. hehehes. Moreover, we had a long time to decorate our photos coz there's no ppl there^^ hohoho.

Ok, This is my wish for this year '2007 :

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*~Hope i could get distinctions for all my subjects this year!~*


Do u know why i make such a wish? Coz in order to get my own freedom lar, i should often go and study.. =\
If my results slip on the report book is gOOd, my parents would trust me better and i can go out during weekends EVERY TIME i want.
Okay, i know my life's sucks, tell you the truth about my life,
I actually cannot go anywhere during weekends unless i got tuition.
OR telling lie to go out with my friends. =x
SO freakin* suckxxx rite? )= "hell yeah.."
That's the reason why i want to get my OWN F-R-E-E-D-O-O-M~!!!
No more childish, I should be a full grown up TEENAGER!
MORE INDEPENDENT too, =p

STAY ALL DAY LONG @ home,,

ok, not all day lar, morning i went to eat at around siglap there, eating meehoon with curry as the gravy which is so not delicious. My school's food stall l is even better and cheaper lor! :p
Then aft that headed to ntuc supermarket to belanja",
Well, i sms-ed my mom already about all the things that happened to me yesterday.
Yup, the quarrel thingy between me and my grandma.
& what is my mom advised me that,,,,,

I ALWAYS HAVE TO LISTEN and LISTEN to ALL HER ADVICESS,,.

She said to me that my academic studies are still not good ( well i admit that, coz i can't go into the science stream =\ ) She also told mi that last time when she was young, if she knew that she could not get into higher than standards (her results) , even when it is weekends, which i think WE suppose to be relax & enjoy ourselves, she will just go and study hard till she got distinctions for her subjects.
Sometimes, grandma's attitude myb a lil bit irritates you and it could make u feel angry, nevertheless, in the end it's for ur own sake , for us. You have to be patience listen to what eldery says to u.
OK, that's the last thing she said to me.

I don't know what to say. When she gave me all these messages right, i just keep on crying and crying. I don't know why. It's like i want to let my feeling goes out. So paiseh. That time when i read her sms-es, i was in the ntuc supermarket. & my tears keep on falling down. So embarassing. >'< Ok, i think need to draw something nice for my art hw. But,, my brain's blank now, i don't have any good idea. =\
Aniweii,,, i've done my english compo. It's about RAIN ler. haahahas. i finally choose the title an occasion when the main guest failed to arrive. That's him, the main honour guest (:
bwahahahahas. i just feel it's cute and funny i could think such a myb err, brilliant idea?! *wekz* haahas. He's now in singapore ler , having a spectacular concert in indoor stadium there. How i wish i could meet or see him, or go to his concert. *wink* haahahas..

Talking about superstar RAIN, remains me of somebody who is really really look alike w him man,,
I just saw this guy one week ago in cineleisure. & He's CHANGED a lot man! The last time i saw him was err, 3-4 years ago? It was during my time when i was still in coleman for 6 months before i go to BV. Ok, When i met him, i was like stunned coz he LOOK REALLY ALIKE SUPERSTAR RAIN! His laughter, smile.. zomgg,, Am i fallen into him? No laa.. It's just that he has really2 similar to rain's smile and laughter which i'd seen it in korean drama, full house.


WELL I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IF LET SAY DBSK COME TO SG, I WILL SURE , errr, REALLY HAVE TO / MUST / SHOULD COME TO THEIR CONCERT~! JUNSUUU saraenghaeee oppa~!!! >,<